i remember you there
i remember approaching you in the cafe
i remember you warm smile
i wonder for awhile if it was real
sometimes i image these crazy scenarios
and on and on in my head let these things go
maybe just maybe you felt something for me baby
there and then
if i saw you here and now things would be different maybe
i try and i try to be this girl that i think you want me to be
and then i imagine you want me to be, just me.
sometimes i imagine you think of me when you play your music
if you wrote a song, i was the influence, you are my escape
of the fate that right now is my destiny.
you are the one thing that i’m fighting for
i’m annoyed that all these problems chase me around the board.
I CAN’T leave this situation, but i look at you moving around and i feel better
and i’ve left my whole place and
i exist no longer.
i’m somewhere else but some horrible thing brings me back to reality,
i’m here you are there, you don’t even know that i even care.
i don’t matter to you and even if i do, it won’t matter because there are so many more important priorities and life is in the way.
so i’m waiting each and every day to become a person who exists in your frame of mind
time after time but all i am is a dot on the map someone you met one time and cared just once and now i’m gone.